Saturday, May 28, 2011

Now I Remember

One of my roommates (Lindsay) is in Guam for the summer, doing an internship with the U.S. Attorney's office.  She left her car with me.  I was pretty excited to be able to do some of the things I can't normally do.  But within 24 hours of dropping her off at the airport, I remembered many of the reasons why I'm happy not to have a car:

1. Came out of the temple, after a long day of working, and the car was dead.  I'd left the lights on, so just needed a jump start.  But still, worrying about a car functioning is not something I miss. Ever.

2. Driving home: Impatience in my heart (and sometimes head and mouth) abound while I'm driving.  They don't when I'm public transporting. Maybe because of the perceived amount of control I have other things, or maybe because I plan more time for PT, or--quite possibly--because with the PT option, I see the fellow human beings and feel love for them.  Cars are not objects that inspire love.

3. Next morning I filled up the car with gas.  I haven't watched gas prices in over a year--and that's another thing I haven't missed.  At all.  But because of that, I was shocked at what that little machine said.  I just spent an entire month's bus and train pass on gas.  Gas that won't last a month. 

Sigh.

It only makes it worth it because there are several things I've been able to do for other people that I couldn't have done otherwise. So, I'll enjoy that part for now and try ignore the other parts.  Oh, except the patience.  I'll work on that part.

1 comment:

Sara said...

Putting gas in my car makes me want to cry. Seriously. It's a budget killer.